On the day that I met him I was going through something major, the loss of yet another family member to the deadly disease cancer. Something innocent blossomed from a person, a complete stranger just trying to make sure I was okay. Time went forward and we began to build something AMAZING. Not only was Twian my lover he was my bestfriend.. But I, Krineisha, fell weak for the temptation. After meeting his family most importantly Kimberly,and making AMAZING love on countless occasions even last night. But even as out relationship began to grow and mature, we started to argue more and more,I fell weak, someone talking good shit in my ear and by us having a long distance relationship it was easier because more often than not I was lonely. Yes we spent countless hours talking on the phone hours on end on Skype, we still lacked something,trust and to a certain degree communication. Twian was a good man to me, I truely believe he would have done anything to make me happy. I fucking love him I cheated I'm sorry but I truely believe we can work. I want a family and it won't be complete w/o him.. Without his love I don't want to live. Falling into this listless depression I just want him bak simple as that.. I had a better blog but some one called my phone and it got deleted but I will try again later to express these feelings!!
Kaysey
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